Yahhh! It's about my future. I dunno what else to say! It's really make me going crazy. I have my own dream..same as the others but my dream starting to become far and far away from me. It is not that I don't want to fight for my dream, but it is because of that serious matter! Maybe! ==" Yea! My results was very bad! For science students, my result for physics, chemistry and biology were really bad! So, I dunno whether I can still hoped for any U. I really think that I can't entered any U and maybe the most important thing is because I am a chinese girl. I'm not blaming anybody but I know it is difficult. I can't really accept that actually. I really felt very down that day (after the Expo at Imperial Hotel). I try very hard to hide my feeling. My future, sorry I really dunno about it. I just hoped for the best. I will do my very best in the future. No matter what I do, I will make it becomes very successful and awesome! Yeahhh~ And now I still very blurr about the UPU form. Should I just give up? I dunno..feels like wanna cry. Please lah..No one will understand this. I ever think of escaping from this place (MIRI) to somewhere where there is no one will blame me and scold me when I really needs them. *forever alone* I'm the one who is forever alone. No other can be that lonely except me. Heee.. Hope! Do I still have any hope now? LOL! I wanna CRY! Uwaaaaaaaaa~ Complicated huh? Yah, very COMPLICATED! Tell me! Why do you have to go and make things so complicated? Ahahahaha.. But, I'm know, I can still hoped and I have someone with me. And I am thankful that my friends willing to listen to my problems. I really nervous every time when I start thinking about this. I can't stop thinking about it. That's why I'm stress!
Sincerely from me, Lau Siew Hui aka Andriana Rilakkuma. Hehehe :)))
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